Jerusalem is, of course, full of spiritual moments. What I’m
learning here though, is that we can choose to let these spiritual moments affect
us, or choose to only recognize them superficially. I’m trying to get better at
recognizing these moments, and getting as much out of them as I can. The following post is void of any pictures, but is rather aimed at sharing one of these occasions.
I had one of these moments in the Orson Hyde Park. The Orson
Hyde Park is on the Mount of Olives, a along with the Jerusalem Center, and is
thus only a fifteen minute walk. More importantly, it is one of the possible
sites of the Garden of Gethsemane, where Jesus Christ took upon Himself all the
sins of the world – a feat completely incomprehensible to me.
On Saturday, our Sabbath, a group of ten of us went to the
Park after church. We took a few pictures, and then sang half an hour’s worth
of hymns. After that we spread out and took twenty minutes to do some personal
study and contemplation.
A few days ago I had read a verse in Romans that really hit
me, so I began my study by proceeding to Romans to mark the verse. On my way
looking for it, however, I found myself in Romans 6 – one of my favorite
chapters, but one that I’d forgotten about until then. It speaks on being dead
to sin, but alive in Christ. Romans 6:11 “Likewise reckon ye also yourselves to
be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord.” And
6:18 “Being then made free from sin, ye became the servants of righteousness.”
These verses are powerful on so many levels. Obviously, they
let us know that sin no longer has power over us. Christ died for ours sins,
and thus we have been promised eternal life. We are not enslaved to our past mistakes,
instead, we are now in the service of righteousness. This last part really
stuck with me. There is a thin line between learning from our old sins, and
letting them affect and infect our daily lives. Guilt is an important emotion
in that it helps us to realize when we’ve done something wrong, so that we can
learn from that experience and grow from it. But guilt should not be allowed to
rule our lives. Through Jesus Christ and His atonement, we have been made free from sin. Not only free
in eternal terms, but free while in this mortal realm as well. The chapter ends
with a beautiful observation in 6:21, “What fruit had ye then in those things
whereof ye are now ashamed?...” These sins and trespasses that we commit never
have any lasting “fruit.” They are simply temporal pleasures or unkind
reactions, from which we get no lasting reward. But, when we are “servants of
righteousness,” we do receive those lasting benefits.
I then continued my search, and found the verse I was looking
for in Romans 12:2, “And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed
by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and
acceptable, and perfect, will of God.” I like this verse for a number of
reasons.
“Be not conformed to this world” –many young believers, but
BYU students especially, are very different from their counterparts. A Friday
night at BYU will be easily distinguishable from a Friday night at almost any
other college campus. Obviously, it’s not always easy make decisions that
sometimes alienate you from others. But just because choosing to honor God and
His commandments is hard, doesn’t mean that it’s any less vital. We might be
different, but we’re different for a reason. God has called us all unto Him to
be different, and in doing that, we need not conform to this world. We are
citizens of an Eternal Kingdom, and we have a responsibility to act that way.
“Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind…” We are
lucky enough to have knowledge of Christ and His incredible atonement. This
should transform our mind and the way we think about life. And finally, “That
ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.” In
the end, that’s what it’s all about. Following the will of God, which is good,
and acceptable, and perfect. Focusing our lives on these things are important,
and not worrying about the other things that the rest of the world may deem
important. But since we need not conform to them and their agendas, we are free
to follow God.
I then finished my studies on Romans 12:12. This verse
really resonated with me. Not only is it in one of my favorite books, but it
has my lucky number (x 2!). “Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation;
continuing instant in prayer;” This verse basically sums up the past three
years of my life. And upon reading it, I knew that I was getting the message I
was supposed to that day. I know this sounds strange, but I could literally
feel God’s presence upon my heart. Tangibly feel it. It was exactly the
reassurance that I needed. Life is never easy, and especially when I’ve had
many, many unanswered questions and pleas. So to feel His presence then,
stronger than I have in years, was precisely what I needed to know that God has
not forgotten me and my needs.
I know that He still cares for me and is with me every day.
I have witnessed firsthand His healing power, and sometimes forget all He has
done for me because my vision gets so clouded with other things that I need. I
have tried my best to rejoice in hope, to be patient through my tribulations,
and to be continually in prayer. This verse affirmed that I need to continue to
do these things, and to not lose my determination. That verse was exactly what I
needed to hear. In that moment, and still, as I write this, I can say, without
a doubt, that our God lives, and that He loves and personally knows each and
every one of us. And I am so grateful for that testimony.
God Bless You All-
Claire Rose